why i admired butterfly so much??

The Meaning of Vanessa
The girl name Vanessa comes from the Hebrew word which means, "Butterfly.." It also stems from the Indian word which means, "Butterfly *." It also stems from the word which means, "princess."

No wonder i love butterfly compared to other insects..=)

Live life to the fullest

regretting something by not taking the chances is the most worst thing in the world..
That is why i started to appreciate everyone,everything,every etc.. in my life bcoz i dont wan to regret every seconds i missed.sounds selfish is it??no,,,no,,this is our world...selfish world..Does anyone care about u when u trembles?does anyone lend their hands sincerely when u r in trouble?guess not all r showing their real parts...where's the rest?they hide themselves.but today,i realised that,everything that happened in our life have their own reasons..juz look at the bright sunny side..=) yeahh...i believe and i will always believe that the best yet to come...currently I'm watching korean drama "18 vs 29".The drama is about someone who got amnesia..she forgot her family relatives,she even forgot her love one..I hope that i will never experienced those thing...coz i still want to remember everything about uuuuuu.....

berbeban berat

tik tok tik tok..time passed by..Lord..before I end my day,I wanna giv thanks for all dat YOU have done for me today.Such a great time today even there's a second,minute,I wanna giv up..Aku percaya Tuhan rencanaMu indah dan aku percaya bahawa setiap yg terjadi dlm hidupku,adalah yg terbaik yg telah Kau janjikan!!Terima kasih Bapa..The best is yet to come!!so long n good nite...off to bed ^^

I'm dropping by juz to release my tension for a while...OMG!!WTH was happened to me tis afternoon..I cant even answerd my paper..die lah me..enti dah ditakdirkan condemn paper nyak,ndai ko gau meh..huhuuhu...tp serius shit aku nang nda nmu apa kejadah yg ditanyak paper nya..yobih!!teruk2..n rite now i'm missing someone....hehehe....k....continue revision ....

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O..Lord..before I end my day tonite...I wanna give thank to You for today,for Your LOVE and for all that You have done for me...LOVE YOU LORD!!YOU ARE AWESOME....
so long n good nite

how many??

I keep on wondering...how many kind of people in tis world????I guess different people have their own habit,style n motive to still alive in tis world...^^ but today,my heart feel like torn apart because of one situation...A fren who only need you when she/he in trouble,lonely,lack of love,desperately to hav someone to talk wif..r u one of them????LoL!!am fooled by this kind of fren..N now,i dun giv sh*t anymore..but its ok....I can forgive u fren..coz i know,nobody's perfect n u win am lose..ngee~~ which one is fake n which one is not from u,I still dunno fren...now i feel highly in stupidity level...~~
oh vanessa!!u even still got tym blogging???u got exam tomorrow afternoon!!go n sleep!still dont want to sleep n cant forcing myself to study n sleep...am keep on blogging...as long as not disturb others people..

p/s: in advance....sorry.

This song reminds me to a fren of mine.^^ you told that you'll always be there.now u r gone..

currently addict to this song ^^

All Bout BLANKCASE

maybe its juz a common name or word for certain people.but its means a lot for me...we named our group BLANKCASE during our college SAKURA's GOT TALENT..we took da name from da words 'belangkas' in malay which is pronounced in english as BLANKCASE..^^ I miss those moments...n i never thought that dat nite will be da last nite for me n someone to laugh,joke...2gather2...She'll be always in my heart n always be da a fren dat i love da most..yep..its left as memory.tinggal kenangan.....

miss those moments----blankcase

I'm tired

I'm kind of tired of being a civil engineering student..Aaahhh!!should I give up after 15years then I reached this level????*&^$##@@ God,show me da way.for I know You will make a way...I give my life to Your hands.Hold me...walk with me Lord..T.T somebody call 911...tonite am havent finish study my programming...uwaaa!!!die lah tomorrow..parai kitai wai!!'if u fail 2 plan,u plan 2 fail' suddenly dis quote appears on my mind...tetttt!!!damn lah...O..Lord...I pray 2 u...give some peace..i cant wait 2 end this ol...seksa!!so long n gudnite..

Hillsong - At the Cross - With Subtitles/Lyrics

Lord..I know You Love me....

New

25 APRIL 10

guess what?am still new here..I dunno y suddenly today,after i messed up with my core subject as a student life,i made up my mind to do blog..weirdo~~I dunno if diz * stuff will burden me o not..stop bla..bla...